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Dull sublunary lovers' love

And all I ever wanted was someone to knock me back to the bliss of ignorance Cause I feel like running headfirst into traffic.
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[Monday, December 14th @ 11:14pm]
Another night of being sick.
After a day of feeling weird and empty.
I'm so frustrated with this.
Time to go writhe on the cold terrazo floor until I throw up or something

=(
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[Monday, December 14th @ 10:21pm]


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Emery [Monday, December 14th @ 1:12am]


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[Saturday, December 12th @ 10:53am]
How's work?
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[Saturday, December 5th @ 4:42pm]
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[Saturday, December 5th @ 2:46pm]
I know what it looks like to cook eggs on the stove for about an hour. kinda funny.

Working feverishly on this project any chance I'm not working at work. Which, I'm starting to feel better about both, except for the verbal warning I got Friday.
After work, I drove up to the campus to clock hours for the bazaar. Won't have clocked enough to exempt my exams, but it'll go in my portfolio at least. After that, I wasn't planning on going to Dr. Jensen's holiday party, but when Justin got off of work and said he'd been hit by a bus at work, long story, I took him there so we could see Alma. And eat free, good food.
Today I woke up sick but managed to go to the Holiday Bazaar anyways and help out. More hours for my portfolio. It was really weird, but it was just made worse by the weather and my cold. Felt like I was on something at a garage sale. Until we went inside the Gym. Then it felt like I was on something at a flea market lol
I should have a social life soon. And catch up on my Ellen shows, and just being able to watch TV in general soon. I want to work on the house a bunch too over the break. Not sure if I can manage classes next semester, but I probably will anyways and just take the summmer off so I can work while simultaneously interning and networking.
It'll be so weird not having a million and one things to do once this semesters over.
Back to my burnt Ramen and homework.
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RIIIIDICULOUS [Saturday, November 21st @ 10:52pm]
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[Saturday, November 21st @ 10:06pm]


Doing some photoshop for my project and couldn't resist =D
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[Saturday, November 21st @ 2:10pm]
Damn you Cheryl Wells.
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[Wednesday, November 4th @ 12:53pm]
My second day of jury duty, we finally got interviewed, and I was releassed due to all my upcoming events. Kinda sucks cause even though I don't believe in the process or the antiquated attempts at patriotism, I thought it was interesting. And considering the [unqualified] people I was surrounded by, I know what the verdict will end up being.
So, I finally got a chance to return the sheriff's call about Chels. I didn't speak with Mabel, spoke with someone else in HR and made them laugh, so hopefully she'll get the yob.
Then I started on some homework. Drafting. Made me think, 'whatever happened to that internship at the Arch firm in Hobe Sound?' So I gathered my cahones, and called them. Sure enough, spoke with head honcho himself, and arranged an interview next Tuesday. In the meantime, I have to gather together previous work and creat some kind of portfolio. That'd be fairly simple if it weren't for the fact that I can't seem to find any of it.
So, have to bust my ass on getting this condo project completed, attend three doctor's appts tonight, go to school and work tomorrow, and then friday go to west palm with my class to the ASID student day at DCOTA. Have no idea how that's going to pan out.
I haven't any idea if I'm going to take classes next semester. I think I should wait. Too much going on, and unlike Justin, I don't get paid to do it. But I'm still going to look and get my hopes up anyway.
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[Wednesday, October 28th @ 8:55pm]




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A Story For Supper [Saturday, October 17th @ 9:00pm]
[ music | Cranberries ]

I live so simply.

I'm really not who I thought I'd be.
I've changed significantly.

I'm just a very nice, humble existentialist.

Its so surreal to reminisce.

My present consists primarily of Justin, my amazing puppies (& the cat), and after that its just my chosen obligations...school, work, house.
Wonder what's next.


Sidenote/
I always wanted to leave a footprint.
Or have gone unnoticed, just disappear.





Reflection//
Considering my good intentions, I'm always plagued by the negative response I've received from past relationships.
I'm thinking my anxieties weren't innate.

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[Tuesday, October 13th @ 3:34pm]
Ellen's been awesome this season.
Hard to keep up with though.
Dogs 101 finally did chow chows.

My teacher informed me of an internship at an architecture firm, so I applied not expecting anything, but they really seemed to like me.
Not sure what I'd do with the bank if I got the internship, maybe try to keep both. The architecture firm is a pretty big one, its all the way in hobe sound, and their other one is in california. Ill see what pans out.

I'm super busy, and even keeping up with friends is stressful.
My health is pathetic. Now I'm seeing fucking spots. There's always something and its getting annoying. I went to the doctor for the nausea and dizziness, it was a P.A. not my actual doctor and he ended up arguing with me because I hadn't gone along with the last presrciption they dumped on me to shut me up and I refused to get an endoscopy, so the guy was a complete a dick to me. Sorry but I dont want to play a guinea pig
And then same day I had to go to court after work cause jesus hit me & wanted to fight his ticket. Got sick and dizzy then too. seems like he'll get let off, hope he doesnt though
My back and neck fucking hurt. Its really lame.
Lots of homework constantly.
Training puppies.

feels like my heads gunna explode...
=(
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Busy being busy.. [Thursday, October 8th @ 4:35pm]
Paradox personified.
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[Friday, September 25th @ 10:13pm]
I've been beyond busy.
When I'm not busy, I'm sick or tired.
When I'm not sleeping or puking, I'm doing homework.
This weekend should be a nice change of pace.

The best stuff on earth just got better.
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[Thursday, September 17th @ 3:37pm]
Evan Rachel Wood from Thirteen is the crazy yachtzee Vampire in True Blood.
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Hotel for Foxes [Thursday, September 17th @ 1:59pm]
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[Wednesday, September 16th @ 12:28pm]
I can't figure out how to watch true blood =(
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[Wednesday, September 16th @ 11:58am]
BofA is giving me more hours cause this girl Tiffany is leaving because she's not making enough money even though she doesn't have a job in line and she'll be hard pressed to find a part time job paying more than $12 that's flexible around her school schedule.
Oh well.
Still not 100% on how to do everything, but knowing how awesome my boss is, I'm happy.

Achilles is still awesome. Emery's personality is coming out, and we're scared. She's fiesty as hell, so we're just hoping we can keep her mellow and sweet. Just don't want to have a meanie beanie.
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[Tuesday, September 15th @ 2:48pm]
I'm watching my dvd from The Matches / Forgive Durden / MC Lars

You have to see this lol
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